The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;

Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I?
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

by Robert Frost

Life is all about choice. But as for the current me, i don't want to leave regret on my decision.

Oh ya, this is the English literature that i read during my SPM year. That makes all the difference.

Mother's Day

“在你自己的故事背後，永遠有你母親的故事，因為你的故事得從她那兒開始講。”

"Every story of yourself is mended by your mother, because it always starts with her."

Mother, I love you. 妈妈，我爱你。请原谅我的无知。

Peaceful

You Are 80% Peaceful

You are a very peaceful person. All is good in your world, no matter what's going on. Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat. Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize.

How Peaceful Are You?

I shall be more peaceful, but it is another story by the way.

五月天 Love in the May

Wow, May can be so lovely... ^-^

Lyric of 五月天 (Love in the May):
黄金海岸的岸边 我们肩并著肩;
洁净的蓝天 清澈的水面 吻成一条海平线
看你温柔的双眼 弹著吉他的弦;
歌词是诺言 旋律是依恋 唱出一首五月天

五月的天 刚诞生的夏天
我们之间 才完成的爱恋
紧握的手里面 有好多明天
五月的天 梦开始要鲜豔
前方蜿蜒 一长串的心愿
我们一天一天 慢慢实现

大雨冲走了昨天 青春乌云几片
彩虹的旁边 有星星几点 迫不及待在眨眼
海风味道变香甜 沙滩镶满亮片
你哼著永远 我和著不变 合唱一首五月天

RAP 海浪 拼命欢呼跳跃 一遍又一遍
鼓励我们 看谁先吻谁的脸
为这五月之恋 再添一个逗点
再多的五月天 怕也不够我们沉醉

海燕 身边来回盘旋 扮演著领队
彷佛听见幸福在前面不远
为这五月之恋 再添一点信念
往後的五月天 和你走到比永远还远

An unusual depressing day ^-^ ==+

Starting of a Blog...

Just a mark, that i am having my unusual depressing mood by the time i reach my hostel from work. I even lost my interest to cook delicious food and instant noodles tasted so awful than never before. Even BBQ can't arouse my interest. Everything seem to be so dead, dreadful...., but the day is still bright....

And it proved that i think too much and worry too much, according to jhan yhan and vee lynn. Hehe, thank for your help. ^-^

To vee lynn:
I don't know if i scare you at your own room, as a girl's room is the safest place in her heart, but it will be ok. You will see me in that state for the 1st time and for the last time. That is my promise to you. You may not know my actual problem (as you tell me), but i indirect tell you my minor problem, and it links to my major depression. I am the person, who likes to think 10 steps further than current move. It might seem unimportant for the time being, but you will know the consequence very soon. For the time being, just sit down and you will be in my middle of heart soon...

To jhan yhan:
Haha, since INTEC, i know you. I really thank God for his help, HIS HELP in sending you to be at my side, today. Your place in my heart is unmovable. I don't know the reason, but you are the 1st person that i tell all my secret. Maybe vee lynn (the 1st girl that know parts of my secret) will be catching up, but hehe, it will happen when the time ripes. Haha, an-all-man-talk. Last time, i am the listener, but today you are my listener. A role-changing playing game.

To God:
Thank you again for listening to my prayer. You are my strength and you are my friend in the Heaven. Together, we will be better. Guide me as you guide me in the yesterday world. Thank you God. With your blessing, i shall arouse, i shall be better, i shall be a better man. Praying in the God name, Jesus Christ. 奉我主耶稣的名求。

End of Blog.

阿门。

Hiro Nakamura? Huh?

"Hiro Nakamura is 1 of the characters of Heroes series."

Who is Hiro Nakamura? Me? Hero? zzz...zzz...zzz...zzz... ==!!

This is what the website saying:

Wow, you are Hiro Nakamura!

Such a dreamer! Even when you're stuck in a rut, you still reach for the stars. Happy-go-lucky and trusting you may be, but silly you're not — you've definitely got a practical side. And no matter what the future holds for you, we know you'll have fun along the way!

Do i look like him? Someone says that i do look like him... hai yo...

Anyway, try this website (heroes) to find out which Hero you are.

Have fun! ^-^

Or, for those who want to know more about "Heroes", you can visit the following website: Wikipedia - Heroes and Heroes official website.

爱我，非你莫属

你知道嗎？我很喜歡牽著你的手的感覺。。。

懂得讓我微笑的人，再沒有誰比你更有天份闖進我的心門

哎，我心的縫隙。。。

我想除了你，任誰也無法填補這空虛。

改：锦运，曲：Tank

Untitled

My feeling is out of control now. And it will be hard to control now.

Review (7/5): Wait, wait, wait? What is hard to control? My feeling? Erm... strange.

Moment (10/5): Haha, my emotion is changing everyday. It is myself, that causes unwanted burden onto myself. But i am kinda frenzied by my own act also.

梦2: 舞

Memory sealed in "Tanz in den Mai" - Deep Club Heidelberg
Thank you to

1. Vee Lynn (for entertaining me so much, i simply love it. Shall we dance?)
2. Meilina (thank for joining and sit beside me when i am tired)
3. Jhan Yhan (why you so tall, i can't dance with you ==)
4. Eric (Our clubbing boss)
5. Jian Nong (Cool)
6. Yvonne (The pretty girl)
   
7. The Nicholas Twin (^-^)
   

One Day Blog Silence

梦1（开始篇）

I apologize to those who can't read simplified Mandarin, as i always try to blog in English. Maybe i will include a online translator, so that you can directly translate it into English or German, the language that you like, even tradisional chinese!!

Summary: It is about a person, who is confused inside his own dream. He is facing a dilemma, in which the girl he likes doesn't appear until at the end of dream. It is my dream afterall. So, i am the dream and the dream is me.

梦的起点:

12 午夜,一片灿烂的烟化在空中燃放着，而我则带着我那美好平静的心情入睡。

看着梦的时间，我选择梦的今天，完成我梦的旅途。

我仿佛在想着一个人，我心爱的人。可，她知道吗？她的眼光好像越来越厉害，犀利了。。。还是我喜欢如此的一点一滴敞开我的心膛？来一个守株待兔似的邂逅？

梦里，我拉着一个女子的手，不不，而是她婉着我的腰，轻轻柔柔的倚靠在我的肩旁。我迷惑的看着她，心情仿佛一切都停了，我那心爱的人在哪儿？为何她不在我身边？而是另一个她在我身旁？梦，还早得很！

但，那种感觉是很美妙，我不能自主的，轻轻的让我的右手歇在另一个她的肩。。。而，我，更迷惑了。。。

何时，一只我那感到温暖的手，不，而是一双，在我迷惑得当时，柔柔得婉着我的身躯，那一双手。。。有一种安慰的力量，一种解脱的能量。我紧握她的手，对了，就是我要找的感觉。。。我徐徐回头一看，她，那天使般的眼神，好柔软，好亮丽，好可爱，在我的心中激起一遍遍的水花，一阵阵波涟。我想念的那人，就是她！

另一个她，跟随风的脚步，随风而去。。。那是风的留恋，还是风的无情?

我那波动的心，被她的微笑带走。。。仿佛一切都停止了。。。梦，仍然在进行她的交响曲。

梦，一场游戏，一场梦。。。

后记：（给自己的留言）时间的一分一秒，是否会让你忘记一切？

Mannheim

This is a video clip about Mannheim, the city where i study now. It is the 2nd biggest city in Baden-Wuerttemberg after Stuttgart.

Mannheim is special with its city design and naming street. Its central area is laid out in a grid pattern (called Quadrate, squares). Its famous landmark is Water Tower (Wasserturm in German language).

And for now, enjoy the Youtube!

1985 - 2007

一個在1985年呱呱誕生的嬰兒，經過學爬、學走路、學講話、上小學、中學、大學等人生各個學習階段，今日已成長為一個挺拔、準備踏入社會自立的22歲青年了。

节选：星洲日报评论

但是，我即将22岁了，看到这一段文章，心里的感触可是不少。不是和普騰有关。。。 那可是一点关系都没有！

我即将22岁！22岁！22 年头一路走来，风风雨雨，一路高高平平低低坦坦上上下下得过了22年头。。。到底我做了什么？我将要做什么？我还要做什么？心头的结仍然在打结。

出自〉我，那个人的内心纳喊

结局

Google Earth Day

Read more about Earth Day by clicking the picture above.

My Netherlands Trip -Summary

It is already 1 week since i left Amsterdam to go to Germany to continue my study at Mannheim. (weird... this sentence sounds like i stay at Amsterdam but moving to Germany to further my study.... in fact, none of them is correct.)

I went to Netherlands, with my friends: Vee Lynn, Meilina, Jhan Yhan and my senior, Jerry. I can't say no, when it is not only 1 person (meilina), but 2 person (vee lynn & meilina)... no no but 3 person (vee lynn, meilina, jhan yhan), and the kept-asking-me-whether-i-go-or-not-with-him senior (Jerry) inviting me to travel with my lovely juniors and Jerry. ^-^+ It is not good to turn 4 person down right? especially i want to see tulips as well... It is so fun and oh well, over fun until i fall sick under a hot sun. And i still havn't recover from the sickness, namely sorethroat and flu.

OK, a picture speak thousand words. Have a preview about Netherlands 1st.

Windmill, anyone? 1 of Netherlands famous landmark.

Tulips...

For the country below sea level, let me present canal and bridge at Netherlands!

And of course the Red Light District! Moulin Rouge is just around the corner.

Any good impression about Netherlands now? I will write more about it later (if i have time, but damm i am working now...), but now, you can have a quick glimpse of my other Netherlands trip at following address:

• Picasa Web Album (public)
• Friendster (private)
• Or my hostel at Mannheim, Germany

Ok, see ya till next part of Netherlands trip (if there is any... ^-^).

天使 Angel

每个女人都是一个天使，当她爱上一个人时，她就会折断翅膀来到人间，所以男人不要伤害身边深爱自己的女人，因为她已经没有翅膀再飞回天堂。

Special thank to ah sor!

感触 Moment: A very short sentence. Meaningful to those couple who read these.

p/s: erm... review my older post and i discover that i blog so many about the 2 special relationship between 2 human; between boy & girl; between male & female; between 2 lovers. Am i read too much about such article and now i am in illusion? Or i am touched by someone?

女人是用来疼的

I want to thank 为爱停留 for her nice story.

日前听朋友感慨，我也不胜唏嘘。她的一个邻居，国内来的新移民，得了癌症。癌症长在耳朵里，开始以为是个疖子，怎知越长越大，去看医生，才知道是个坏东西。要做手术，割掉这只耳朵和耳朵周围的一片，需要植骨植皮，术后还要化疗。她向我朋友借数码相机，术前要留几张影像。我听起来有些辛酸。再大大咧咧的女性，对即将失去的容貌也难掩心痛。

最让我感到难过的是，该女士的丈夫似乎不大心疼老婆。平日里都是太太做饭，这会儿老公做顿饭老婆孩子都咽不下。太太夜里痛得难以入睡，白天晚上老公还没有一句体贴话。孩子似乎还不太晓得妈妈的苦处，看电视将音量调得大大的。朋友看不下去，没法说人家老公，只好劝告孩子要懂得照顾妈妈。太太提起要去医院做术前检查，希望老公能送她去。老公说早上还要送孩子上学呢。朋友主动要求帮忙送孩子，可老公说，坐公车去也方便，她自己去就好了。我说这男人怎么这么没心没肺啊，就算平常心粗，这会儿都什么时候了，也该疼疼老婆了。让老婆自己面对这么残酷的现实，算什么男人！朋友有点难过，说这位太太听说她夏天要回国，就央她带她和孩子一起回去，让父母照顾她和孩子，因为老公根本指不上。我不是想评论人家的是非，可我确实瞧不起这样的男人。不懂疼老婆的男人根本不是男子汉。

记得读过一个故事，讲农村里有个男人娶了个凶巴巴的媳妇。无论媳妇怎么不讲理，辱骂，甚至打他，他也只是忍让。村里的人都笑他不是男子汉。有一天，媳妇欺负老实的婆婆，男人不干了，巴掌举得老高。媳妇从来也没看到这样的架势，也吓住了。男人说，你知道我为什么一直不打你吗？我不打你，并不是我怕你。小的时候，我常看到爸爸打妈妈，我好心疼，我想我大了决不做这样的男人。我娶媳妇，妈妈嘱咐我，女人不是用来打的，是用来疼的…… 媳妇听到这儿，泪流了下来。从此好好爱老公，孝敬婆婆了。读了这个故事，让我们明白这个道理，打老婆的男人是真正的懦夫，欺负弱女人算什么本事？知道疼女人的男人才是真正的男子汉！

山野村夫也知道疼老婆，受过教育的人不明白？男子汉大丈夫不是指身材的高大，不是指言语的粗俗，不是可以欺负弱小，也不是能挣多少钱。男子汉大丈夫是指那些有责任，懂得尊重女性，懂得怜香惜玉，懂得锄强扶弱的人。“无情未必真豪杰，怜子如何不丈夫！”

翩翩的绅士风度不仅体现在社交场合，更表现在对于家庭的责任。为人夫，为人父，自己先有表率。女人不是你的奴仆，孩子也不是你的你的撒气筒。想得到家人的敬重，首先要懂得疼老婆，爱孩子。这么简单的道理不明白?

夫妻能够相识，相爱，结合组成一个家庭，生儿育女，也是缘分。要彼此扶持，相濡以沫。特别是一方面临难过的关头，才愈发需要亲人的关爱。与你共同走过了这么多年的伴侣，在她最需要疼爱的时候，你就那么吝啬吗？

请记得这句话：女人是用来疼的。

对! 女人是用来疼的，不是你的撒气筒，更不是你的奴仆，而是你的人生伴侣 ; 有缘分是你的幸福，所以在她最需要疼爱的时候，给她疼吧!

你那么爱她 - Song 5

Enjoy this MV which i like so much, can't stop repeating it... It tells abit about my emotion also. I find myself getting fond of all the songs i dislike (ignored?) before.

你那么爱她 by 李圣杰和林隆璇

Lyric 歌词 :

Main:
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎

Chorus:
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔

Repeat Main#

Repeat Chorus#

End:
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔

This blog is respond to my blog (link) which i blogged on 18/3/2007. After a chat with my friends, which has surprised me so much by giving me a counseling about my emotion (calm wind of changing... ).

感触 Moment: Update on a later time.
心情 Shouting: Yet, my feeling seems to be settle down, after a few days... Kinda hard to sort my mixture feeling. But my true feeling is not yet to be revealed... Not so fast yet! Hehe...

To be continue...

Mysterious Fascinating Chinese Word

笔画最多的汉字

Do you ever calculate, how difficult to write a chinese character? Today i will introduce 2 very difficult to write chinese word, which has biang3 (biǎng) and da2 (dá) pronounciation respectively.

As shown in the picture above, the word at the left hand side of the picture is pronounced as biang3 (biǎng), which is a sound noun. "biang3 (biǎng) biang3 (biǎng)" is the sound made when a person is mixing noodles and making noodles strips. (Chinese translation: 面与面板摔打撞击，“biang、biang”也 。)

While the chinese character at the right hand side is pronounced as da2 (dá), which has a meaning of talkative (Chinese translation: 二龙、三龙均音dá，龙行貌。四龙音zhé，义为“唠唠叨叨，话多”，并认为四龙是的异体字。)

“一点飞上天，黄河两边弯；八字大张口，言字往里走，
左一扭，右一扭；西一长，东一长，中间加个马大王；
心字底，月字旁，留个勾搭挂麻糖；
推了车车走咸阳。”

Interesting, isn't it? The word shows the intelligence of our ancient ancestor.

Until next time. See you again in the mysterious wisdom of Chinese.

Original link

Chit Chat about Germany

Today is 1st of April and i wish everyone Happy April Fool Day. Yesterday, i am almost falling into a trap by other person (link) ... becareful and i am apparently forget that 1st April is also Maryse's Birthday, only until i surf her friendster page and from See Hua's blog (link). Sorry, Maryse. Wish you happy birthday as well.

Finish with the introduction, now come the chit chat about Germany.

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Diary:

Erm... do you ever step inside your house kitchen and help in washing the dishes or plates?

I notice a very special phenomenon at my hostel kitchen. My germany housemates seem to be so assured of their dish washing ability and their germany-made dish detergent. They only put the dirty oily plates into a basin filled with warm water and detergent. After the "soaking", they take out the "clean" plates and wipe them with clean kitchen cloth. Nothing seem to be wrong here, but indeed, there is...

They seldom clean the plates with water! Why?

Do they so comfortable with the "strain of detergent" at their plates and the wiping cloth? For me, it is totally insane and new. Don't they scare of stomachache or being poisoned? Or more serious case: Mutation?

Haiz, i have no idea about that. How about you?

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End of recording.